i have so much guilt built up. happens every fucking year and i hate it. and i have no clue how to stop it or make it go away.
i *should* have stuff handmade for my sister and her family (her husband and their 2 kids...so that's 4 total...not to mention my sisters birthday is in december as well, so tack on a giftie for that)....my brother and his family (his wife and 2 kids as well)....up to 9 so far. my mum (10)...my kiddo (11,12,13,14,15-20..come on she's my babygirl pffft) and 2 swap packages. i've lost count now. and that's just family, not including all the gifties i'd like to make for my peeps on rav and whatnot. i'm hanging my head in shame right now. much to my chagrin i am rapidly coming to the realization that i am losing my "super-hero" powers. i used to be able to make it through the holidays, no mas =(
we've switched to hand making gifties opposed to buying everything because lets face it, christmas has become way too commercialized, lost most of its purity....but on the other hand, the pressure, the guilt, the lack of time that is involved with hand making is intense.
it's december 14th. there are 10 days left until christmas. i'm screwed.
