meh

i have so much guilt built up. happens every fucking year and i hate it. and i have no clue how to stop it or make it go away.

i *should* have stuff handmade for my sister and her family (her husband and their 2 kids...so that's 4 total...not to mention my sisters birthday is in december as well, so tack on a giftie for that)....my brother and his family (his wife and 2 kids as well)....up to 9 so far. my mum (10)...my kiddo (11,12,13,14,15-20..come on she's my babygirl pffft) and 2 swap packages. i've lost count now. and that's just family, not including all the gifties i'd like to make for my peeps on rav and whatnot. i'm hanging my head in shame right now. much to my chagrin i am rapidly coming to the realization that i am losing my "super-hero" powers. i used to be able to make it through the holidays, no mas =(

we've switched to hand making gifties opposed to buying everything because lets face it, christmas has become way too commercialized, lost most of its purity....but on the other hand, the pressure, the guilt, the lack of time that is involved with hand making is intense.

it's december 14th. there are 10 days left until christmas. i'm screwed.

the world is full of...

delusional folks.

sad mainly...funny slightly.

stupid completely.

~*~ words to live by ~*~

my friend June let me borrow this picture this morning and i do believe i am going to make it my new daily mantra. thank you June <3

um, yeah

things that have bugged me today~ dishes, laundry, the smell of neighbors dog shit heating up in the sun, flies from the previously mentioned dog shit, smoking, wanting to take a nap but unable to sleep (BOOOOO HISSSSSS!), upstairs neighbors TV being turned up so loud we will be in the market for hearing aids soon, how the fuck did i get 22 sts on only 1 side of my last hexi?!?!?! cats that don't like to drop their deuces in their very own catbox (yes, Spity, i am referring to YOU), the fact that i had to take a quarter.

things that made me happy today~ shooting more goodies for the etsy store. shooting hexis. taking a very nice long walk with only my camera to keep me company. the pictures i got from the very nice long walk.

still raw but they make me very happy =)

day 4~ favorite color(s)

like i could ever choose just ONE color?

pffffft.

never happen.

just a tad delayed ;)

the grand opening of our etsy shop, BitZ'enBaubles  , was on Monday September 1st!! we have already sold 2 sets hehehe!

i have been making more sets and can't wait to list them =)

so many exciting things to come, so i'll keep you posted =) =) =) =)

~photo challenge day 3~ clouds

no clouds in the sky to save my life today so here are my tributes to coffee creamer clouds and my last day of smoking <3

mum & i are going to attempt quitting smoking tomorrow, tonight being our last night. 

we have the nicotine patches.

we have the desire.

we have the need and want.

we have the determination.

we will succeed!